Monday, October 10

A world devoid

                                Absence....
                                         

                                                                                                            Nonexistent.....


...................Words that describe the state of not being there or goes on without getting noticed......


Nobody cares what your thoughts are.... 
                        

                             Nor pay heed to words coming out of your mouth... 

                                                            They just feel that it's just some random blabbering of all sorts...... 


                         .....Ignorance....



~funny how you're dead when people started listening~

Thursday, May 19

An unreachable darkness...



Shadows......
                                                                                                       Casted by an object....

                                         Forever following the shape and size of its caster.....

          Move and it moves......                                                            
                                                                                                                      Stationary when you're still.....







~Gonna reach for you one day~

Friday, April 29

The sense of being there


Everyone needs somebody to rely on. Somebody to share their life's experience, no matter how reserve they seem to be. Even lone wolf's secretly wants a companion to go with.

Some may be playful and cheeky at times but heck! That'll make life even more worthwhile instead of living a dull mundane life...

Some share everything they have to share while faking it sometimes. Who cares as long as someone's there...


No more hesitations, get out there, get a friend if you don't have it yet, treasure them and see the results. You'll be surprised.


The best medicine.....

Laughter... It's not possible to keep it in. You'll laugh it out in the end even though you try your best to keep it in. Almost uncontrollable, infectious at times. One can laugh either through a naughty little tickle or after having a great sense of accomplishment. It's released heartily, and the feeling's rather pleasant. Makes you feel all good inside.

Go on...


Laugh it out!



Rather pleasant.....

Thursday, April 28

Thoughts of all sorts

Life...


....Breath....


......Food


....Walkabout......



Rest.....



.....Death

But you said so....

Right. Commitment. That's tough......

It takes the life and time out of you to be able to commit to something.



Priority




Pure dedication is needed to finish up what you began. One could easily break down in the middle of the process and give up. Leaving the job incomplete.                  Abandoned.
Even if you manage to commit into something you really love, maintaining the whole thing comes into play. Committing to something isn't enough. By committing, you're putting your life and soul into anything that you're working on.

No fear!
No hesitations! 
No uncertainty! 
No surrender!

When you're committed to something, you're taking a risk. A risk that you're gonna live through every single part of your life. So, if you want to be in a commitment.....


Brace yourself.

It's all about the atmosphere!!

Well, as the title suggest, it's all about the atmosphere. Atmosphere changes mood in an instant, like a snap! You feel good. Darn good. Or vice versa.... Which brings you deeper and deeper into depression.....

Anyways~

With a little of.......
And a little bit of....



That'll make my day's worth...




I miss my band.......

Wednesday, April 27

Vita et fiducia

Makes you think and ponder about it doesn't it?





~Life and trust~

A moment of bliss....

Bliss.......

A description and feeling that everyone wants to have, possess, for as long as they can. Some feel joy in being together with loved one, hanging out with buddies, or even with a stranger that you can just chat up and have a great time in the end...


The sense of accomplishment. Bonds forming between life. The feeling of letting go of everything and just leap on as high into the sky... Contentment....



Music. Calms the soul... Does it? Banging in the hall together with a bunch of strangers just to let loose of yourself. It's all gonna disappear once you step out of the 'dance-floor'. Reality hits back straight at you in the face. It's only temporary, a lie.....



Out drinking. Getting wasted. Realising that you're not the only one in the world to wander off from reality and living a life you thought you once knew. Have a great chat on dreams and ambitions only to part ways knowing that they will never be fulfilled...


Well, it's a matter of choice really. Individual decisions and opinions in the end. You live your life however the way you want it to be. Shape it into perfection or just let it be. You decide.



Bliss.....
                                                         
                                                         Maybe...... 
                                                                                                                     

                                                                                                               Maybe not.....

Star Light, Star Bright.....


The night sky is a beautiful thing. Forever lit up, creating a masterpiece of art every night. It's a wonder... A wonder indeed.



It'll be nice to stay awake and stare into the sky but fatigue and sleep awaits.....



The first star I see tonight;
              I wish I may, I wish I might,
                                    Have the wish I wish tonight....

Waiting for the extraordinary to happen......

Wake up feeling good about today. Going out of state means there's finally something to do. FINALLY!! Something to accomplish at last, Something to occupy my free time, Something to take me away from home, Something to do instead of doing nothing! RAWR~






The trip only lasted for a mere 3 hours... After breakfast and before lunch... Crap....










So much for a nice little trip to look forward to for the past few weeks......
So much for letting all go and be myself again......................
So much for partying out loud without a care in the world.....................
So much for something..............Exciting................














Night finally came and i really feel like doing something, anything.....


Head on to the Cinema. Not enough customers. No show.
Head on to the Arcade. No one there. Pointless.
Head on to the bookstore. Get a horror-themed book.
Head on to a quaint little cafe. Ordered a cup of coffee. 






There's a difference somewhere here. Feel free to look around~


So here i am... Thinking... Day-dreaming... Wondering whatever went wrong with this world... Back to this mundane lifestyle yet again.....


Can somebody start planning something crazy? Anything at all, I'll gladly join in. Period.